
yes, that's right. it's not very often that drew is in the same location as a red neon.
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Labels: Drew
5/20/2008 04:38:00 PM
I know it's wrong.
I know it's scary.
No matter how you cut it, death is the only thing left.
If God exists, if there is no god, if I am God, the only real course of action
is to kill oneself.
There is no way to know anything. How can any human trust anything.
Death, it would seem is the only way out, the only truth.
It is either going to be the nothing that is reality, the glory that is God,
or the recreation of absurdity that cycles again.
I think we wait, hoping to figure it out without having to die, but maybe that's just laziness and timidity. Shouldn't we boldly face the reality of death?
Maybe that's what God wants, someone to forcefully pull back the shroud of this reality to face him. Maybe that's the point to life, being ok with death.
There was no me, then there was me, then there was no me.
Nothing to fear, nothing to run from.
Anything in between now and the end of my life is the addition of zeros.
If there is nothing, what did it matter. If there is heaven, what did it matter. If there is hell, what did it matter. If I am God, what did it matter.
Maybe this is the grand lie we tell ourself, the ultimate self-deception. We fear to disappear, but why fear something you won't be around to be bothered by?
Now let's forget this whole thing and live.
We wouldn't want to miss the summer blockbusters.
(This is from the point of view of a character from a story I am writing)
Labels: Nick
5/08/2008 10:21:00 PM