why then does the silence gouge?
the heft of it, the weight,
the seething light, the tearing absence.
there are those who have lived and died on less than this.
the coats hung like hammers in the closet,
the floors polished to a sheen like a heirloom weapon
at once sterile and ancient, oiled and mouldering;
these are both instruments and reasons.
brass speaks to gunmetal and pewter,
more of a whisper than a shout, telling the old fables;
the stillborn lion, the graying fledging,
the habits and consequence of our rising and falling.
the twists, the shock, the pirouette and feint and shimmer
they are all there, familiar as leather
I cannot help but think that this will not fade,
that this is what is true, that I can't help but bow my head
and follow along with a finger, underline a section
or occasionally fold back a page, but remain as helpless
as some downed animal, panting and choking on dust,
nostrils flaring and eyes shimmering.
Labels: Fred
12/19/2008 07:19:00 PM